The Special Feeling

There is a Professor said, no matter the person that hurt you so much, you will forget the person after 7 years! after 7 years, you'll totally forget the person! i was so shocked. why i should take a long time on that jerk? haha. long time did not hear any news about him, and i'm not curious on him. no more stalking him on twitter. i scared i'll faint. haha. no more add him in my close friend in facebook. no more is phone number in my contact list. everything was just like: phew~ but, when my friend said about his or her news, i was just pretend like nothing at all. but they really don't know what i'm really feel. i wish i could find a friend that really can become my buddy, even boys also can. yea. i have a friend is like that. but, i think he have to focus on his uni life. i do not wish to disturb him. that's why i want a buddy is same age with me. hehe. i can talk to the buddy about all my secret! serious! ALL. the buddy can tell me his too! *sigh* i'm really good at acting. everyone was just thought that i'm always that happy. no. i'm not! i'm always suffer! i can't say these all to my friends, cause i think that they no need to share about my sufferness, they no need to help me! until one day, i wish i can find the buddy that i wish i could talk everything to him. waiting......