Forgot....

The one that made me regret had forgot about me...... he did not even look at me once! i was terrible fed up... seriously, i thought we would get into a relationship if he still love me, if he still remember me, if he still can't forget about me.... obviously, he was not that serious to me. someone said, IN EVERY GIRL'S LIFE, THERE IS A BOY SHE'LL NEVER FORGET. IN EVERY BOY'S LIFE, THERE IS A GIRL HE CAN NEVER GET. you know, if we can't get into a relationship. at least, at least i hope that i'm the girl in your life that you can never get.... i'm really an idiot. when i just want to start my relationship, when i think properly to have my sweet memories, he gone! this happened twice! why?!!!! when i just started to love you, and suddenly you disappear in my life. i feel so stupid! just because of this, i not dare to tell me friends. give me some times, let me to forget you. not that long actually! i just used 10 months to forget my ex-. actually not yet completely deleted from my memory. somebody said, DON'T EVER FORCE YOURSELF TO FORGET SOMEONE. YOU'LL JUST REMEMBER THE PEOPLE BUT NOT FORGETTING. FOR EXAMPLE, I TALK ABOUT A PINK TIGER. AND I ASK YOU TO FORGET, YOU'LL JUST FORCE YOURSELF TO IMAGINE THE TIGER IN PINK COLOR, ISN'T? SO, IF YOU WANT TO FORGET A PERSON, LET IT FORGET SLOWLY, SMOOTHLY. TIME WILL HELP YOU! and yeah, i pass this forgetting people to TIME. i wish that he could done this mission impossible successfully. whenever friends asked me whether it's okay or not, i answered them alright or nothing happened. but if you really knows me, my answer actually was I'M NOT FINE. I NEED A HUG. i really need a hug from the person i need! i'm stress because of homework, stress because of love! to someone i need, come to me, I NEED YOU BLOODY MUCH!