If one day...

If one day, i don't bother you anymore. If one day,  i have no more feelings to you. If one day, i'm in a relationship with others. If one day, we become strangers. will you regret? i wonder, will you? and of course, i know you won't. you have her. a lovely her who always accompany you, right? i'm the idiot always. if time reversed back, i think i'll choose not to meet you and know you. just because i can't face this problem. if i tell you i'm now available, will you take me back? can you take me back? i'm not in a relationship anymore. i'm not with him anymore. could you ask me the same question one more time? please. please. please ask me to accept you. why don't you choose a right time? i regret! if i say i hope that you always appear in my life. if i say i wish to see you everyday. but please be serious. i'm now is available status for 10 months already. just because someone make me do not believe in love. if you're serious, please be nice to me. not only buy things for me.... treat me with your true heart if you're willing to. but if you don't want, its okay..... seriously... i can be tough.... although i'm tired of being strong every moment......... oh yeah. do you still remember that, you said you made a song for me... now only i know that you're so perfect. just in wrong timing. you're my ideal type actually, although we're in different races. i know this is quite difficult. you have a pair of beautiful eyes, you nose's shape is beautiful, you are not that short, you have 6 packs, you're strong, you're good in sport, but not very good at academic, but it's okay. i'm not that good also..... you know how to sing, how to play instruments and lotssssssss. today, you didn't come to school, i was just like moody cause can't see you in the school. i went to ec mall yesterday because of public holiday. you know, i pray hard to GOD, wish we can meet. but, we didn't....... give me some time to forget you. maybe i need 10 months again. i used 10 months to forget my ex-....... but i'm still in awkward with him and also her and also her friends........ i wish i could meet 1 more guy that is suitable and the timing is correct. if not, i need to waste my 10 months to forget you............