Suffering...

you can't really be 'just friends' if you're badly in love with him. opps... sorry, we're not even friends. we are strangers.... that's why i hate, and now i lost 3 male friends. you know? sometimes i say i'm okay, i wish you could hug my tightly and say i know you're not. it will happen in my dream... i wish i could find a person who will change my life, not only my relationship status. i'm a girl with pretty face that seem to tell the saddest story. unfortunately, i have no one to tell my saddest story. how pity am i..... look at me please. i miss last year that you always look at me. i miss the eye contact between us. why can't it repeat again? these few days when you saw me, you don't stop at me for more than 2 seconds. i'm used to have your eye contact on me. why when i need it, you don't give me? i'm so suffer. you know? i'm sitting with my ex-'s girlfriend. when he stand outside and waves to her, i feel stupid. but, who can i tell this to? no one..... no one..... everyone thought that i forgot about him or never fall in love with him. NONSENSE! they don't know how suffer am i. always watch both of them posting photo on twitter, facebook. how's my feel? no one knows. if you know me, come for me. just to me. no one else please. i'm afraid of love. but i'm lack of love now.... to my ex-, you know? a girl is hurt when she starts to ignore you. as you can see, how i ignore you everytime you come nearby me. you know how hurt am i? i wish you could saw this. let you know, the one that hurts me, not others, and the person is you! to the one, look at me please. i feel so uncomfortable when you starts not to look at me. hate this feeling....... i know. i did wrong. i shouldn't reject you and let you wait for so long time. i'm really regret! seriously, so. come to me if you're willing..................................