I Heard!

i heard what you said. you told your friends that i'm beautiful! i heard that. actually i already want to give up. how i know. i heard what you said. and i was just like, why you treat me like that....? i thought you do not want to see me again. do not want to look at me again! how i know i heard you said 'beautiful right?' to your friend and pointing at me. i just act like i didn't heard that. this happened at yesterday. today, you keep pointing at me to your friends and your friends look at me. once again, i act like i didn't saw it. i thought you gave up on. that's why now i starting to give me on you. why you want to like that? i'm so confusing! sorry, i do not brave to tell you what's my feeling to you now. unless, you tell me! I DIDN'T CHOOSE YOU. MY HEART DID. you know what? i'm the one who always suffer! the ex- girl friend sitting beside me. and you're not beside me! ya! NEVER BE UPSET IF YOU SEE YOUR EX WITH SOMEONE ELSE BECAUSE YOUR PARENTS TAUGHT YOU TO GIVE YOUR USED TOYS TO THE LESS FORTUNATE. i gave! although it talks like very easy. but when you do, it is another thing happen. i wish! i could forget everything! i wish i could delete this fucking things, fucking memories from my brain and put in many many many of knowledge inside! I NEED A HUG. when i'm not that strong anymore. when i'm sad. when i need someone around me. when the someone love me. when the someone needs me! nowadays, i less sing chinese song. i love korean song! i have more feeling with it. but, the question is, not very much of lyrics i can memorize! i'll try my best! i think i can do it successfully!