Busy Life...

Chinese New Year is now left few days.... *sigh* time, why you pass so fast?? i'm busy because of my life! homework, school, tuition, and many more fucking busy things. only korean variety show. only k-pop. they can release my stress. i found happiness in there. i laughed like hell! like an idiot! i think that's real me. so when can i show my real one to others? i think it might be impossible. exam is now around the corner. i have no time to blogging. although i really want to! i want to share my everything in this blog! i really scared of my exam! but seriously, i have no motivation to study! to someone, fall in love with my and persuade me to study. let's study together! i'll fall asleep if i study myself! i need someone who really can accompany me to do my homework, do revision together, he can answer my question and we love each other! so difficult to find this type of guys right? never mind. i'll wait! wait for you! oh yeah! i sang at school yesterday. the whole gang of guys were waving their hands when i'm singing. scream when i'm singing. clapped their hands loudly after i sang finish. inside of the gang, someone can calculate as my crush! he smile! i saw him smiling. i less saw him smiling like yesterday. i just think of it, he smile because i'm singing, he felt happy! hahahahaha! he waves his hands also! i was really happy! that's why i sing better in the 2nd song. suddenly, i wish i could sing on the stage for him! for them also. i love to ear the claps hands sound! i enjoy it very very very much. but need to see the timing. maybe i have chance to sing on the stage in my all life!