Maybe?

ya. i used 1 10 months to forget my ex-. and i used 6 months to forget him. now, i have a new target here. he looks like CN Blue's Jungshin. all my friends say so. did i feel it wrongly? did he also starring at me sometimes? haha! maybe i just think too much. if it's real, i hope that we can last long. i think i know that he's quite a good boy. he's so quiet. he loves his family very much as his facebook photos are most of is family! he's tall! he's smart! he's handsome! he's fit! did i told that Jungshin is my one of the ideal type. i never expect that such a perfect person will appear in front of me. in school, sometimes we just met with so sudden.  i think he never expect it too. don't know? i just feel that maybe he have some feeling to me. but never told his friends unlike me, all y friends knew about that. whenever he walk across me, my friends will just shout out my name loudly! so embarrassing! i pray hard to God, hope that he could like me, he could love. because of him, i only can use 6 month to forget the indian guy. if not, i need another person to let me forget about him. at first when i saw him, i just feel that he extremely looks like Jungshin. and after that, i don't know what's happening. suddenly, go for recess just because of him. always starring at him so that he could look at me. but sometimes he really did. MAYBE. maybe i fall in love with him already. but i never want to speak to him or want to act something in front of him, not because i don't want. it's because that i know what's the ending. i know that there's no ending there! that's why. i just look at him so silently..... silently....